a guy named daniel

a guy named daniel must be in denial. hah! no lah, just joking. just said it cause i thought it rhymes.. haha.. (imagine diana danielle in denial.. it would be a cool headline right? hehe )

i hate this feeling.
the in-denial feeling.
everything that i deny, is actually the act of being in denial.

the power of the mind is powerful (i unintentionally tried this, and it amazingly works.. like The Secret).

now im scared of thinking about anything. that's why i have this denial dilemma thingy going on.

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Salam Maal Hijrah

Tomorrow is 1 Muharam 1431H. My new year's resolution this time is abit different.. Haven't thought about the specific targets though..

But I resolve to be...

a good wife to my husband
a good daughter to my parents and daughter in law to my parents in law
a good sister to all my brothers and sisters and in laws
a good mother to my children (inshallah when the right time comes)
a good aunt to all my nieces and nephews
a good friend to all my friends
a good employee to my employer
a good student to my school of life

a better Muslimah and a better person for each and everyday..

will post my hopes and wishes and targets in the next post..

Salam Maal Hijrah to all Muslims all over the world!

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syncronize

ever feel like everything is just so wrong and what makes it worse is that it has to come all together at one time.?

suddenly i saw my FB profile saying, "patience has its rewards" ...

for that, i realized.

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cool couple

i am in my sister in law's cool condo in johor bahru and the view of singapore is superb. this place is huge! and rase mcm orang kaya lak duduk sini.. thinking of going swimming tomorrow before heading back to kl.

and since my parents, my brother, niece and nephew are in singapore today, i stayed in the condo watching astro and marking papers the whole day.. since our house stopped subscribing astro, i had a lot of catching up to do.

so i watched back to back Bill and Giuliana reality show. and i totally love this couple! they are cool, successful, mature, laid back, and they are truly bestfriends-soulmate kinda.. not so cocky, not so manja manja gedik.. and not much of PDA.. which i think is cool..

best :)

miss ikhwan..

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Tuesdays with Mdm D

When I'm working hard to stay alive, that's jihad. When I'm seriously studying, that's jihad.

Someone once told me that when you are studying, it's like jihad. It's like going to war. And the people who are assisting you in the process of learning or studying is like assisting you going to war.

When you are sincere in delivering, the knowledge will reach them somehow.. It's sad to see how people forget to be nice on their way up.. If this is how people become when they are on their way up, then I don't mind staying the same..


Brighter note : kids working hard on my paper. it's nice to see that they enjoy what they learn.

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press fast forward

ask me then : office politics ? apa tu ?
ask me now : hmm.. biasa lah.. office politics

Work used to be so much fun. Going to work. Teaching. Looking at the students' confused faces and trying to comprehend what they don't comprehend. Playing mind games and teaching them statistics and life. Plus, jadi orang suruhan (a.k.a kuli buat kerja kerja small timer) dah biasa). Tapi bila ada orang menambah perencah to spice up the workplace, tu yang jadi takbest.

For the first time in my 2 and a half years of my working life, I don't enjoy going to work.

I don't.

I want to press FAST FORWARD to 31st January 2010. Only during 8am - 6pm weekdays.

I believe that Allah loves me and the people that is being tested by Him.

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