A tale of Two Stars : PROLOGUE

>> Thursday, January 28, 2016


Laila sat by the window as she watched slowly day turned into night. The sky changing colour from light blue into light red as the sun sets gradually in the west, picturing a spectacular view. It was the most waited time of the day, night time. She was born on a quiet peaceful night. Her parents named her Laila, meaning 'night' in Arabic.

And as the day turn into night, the Bilal recited Azan, the Muslim call for prayers, Maghrib time. Laila closed her eyes as listened carefully 'Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar', always a reminder to her, Allah is Great, Allah is Great. 

Her father slowly opened the door to her room slightly ajar to witness her 10 year old daughter with her night dress and two pony tails standing on chair placed by the window. He smiled and said, 'Laila, take your wudhu' and we can Solat together' 

'Ok daddy' she jumped from the chair and obiediently followed her father's instructions. 

They prayed Maghrib together as a family and later had dinner which her mother had prepared. During dinner, they would usually talk about what their plans for the rest of the week. It was Sunday and Laila had school the next day but the only thing she could think about was that particular night, the night that she had read about and waited for since a long time. It was the night of the meteor shower. And she had only read about it in papers and books and watched videos but that night, she was going to witness it. And she did. And since that moment on, she fell in love with the mysteries of the skies and universe. 



zSHARE - London Trip Video.wmv

>> Tuesday, May 10, 2011

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my nur kasih obsession

>> Friday, February 12, 2010

I am not well. catching flu and trying to get it out of my system. what i have on my mind right now? is yassin's song, nur kasih. i listened to it through youtube berkali kali today. since i dont have the mp3.

the song starts with a cymbal and a few strings of some sort of tabla/ guitar and a seruling and a voice of a man.. comes a few strikes of piano notes followed by yassin's voice singing.. the song is very rich with sounds.. and a gentle pause between versus of "nur kasih" allows the person listening to the song to be in it to feel and comprehend the message. as the song's tempo is in crescendo mode, the strings of violin gives a deep impact that makes it alive.

best pula lagu nur kasih ni , why now baru minat?


my dislike button

>> Wednesday, February 10, 2010

my last post was filled with emotions that i cannot comprehend till now.anyway,i just felt the sudden urge to write about this.

Na O Mei. Yes. the 630 akasia drama at tv3 starring Elly Mazlin, Ady Putra, Iqram Dinzly, Nabila Huda, and a few more..

Tiba2 rase menyampah sangat kat Na O Mei (Elly Mazlin's character). I don't know why. She berlakon macam nampak baik sangat tp sebenarnya i think she is not. And puhleasssssssse i don't like her wearing that dress. Konon baik / seksi. and the way she speaks mcm baik sgt tp lakonan semata!!! i mean, lakonan dalam lakonan. get it.

i DISLIKE ! sory.


my detachment story - statistical process control

>> Sunday, February 07, 2010

Its a sunday afternoon and I am at home, on my bed listening to Pearl Jam's Black. It's been awhile since I've blogged. It used to be a hobby. And then it became some sort of like a therapy. Later on, it became a routine and as days go by, blogging was like coffee and tea. Addictive. Suddenly I just stopped. I made a decision to temporarily detach myself from this so-called cyber world i.e. blogging and updating FB status that has taken valuable time from me. And sometimes the comments are just too personal to be asked openly. Direct, blunt and bold.

But today, somehow, I decided to blog. Maybe because it's 7th of February 2010.

Alot of things happened. The question is either where do I begin or how do I begin ? Or is it even necessary to begin ? sharing every single detail of my personal life to the public. opening my weaknesses and strengths to everyone so that they can do a S.W.O.T analysis on me. letting unknown or known people to know me, things about me, my emotions and my thoughts.

well, Mr.Big did sing in his song, "oh baby baby it's a wild world" For me, it's a wild and scary cyberworld. It's like statistical process control. I cant control what people say, but I can find ways to reduce / minimize the error. detachment.


my first 2010 post

>> Monday, January 18, 2010

I have Tuesday and Wednesday left to go to work. Up till now, I only have a bit of sadness. But when my students come and see me, I will feel sad.

Life has to move on. And so, I am moving on with life.

I wish me all the best in my new future :)

btw, im starting with my MY series again...


a guy named daniel

>> Saturday, December 26, 2009

a guy named daniel must be in denial. hah! no lah, just joking. just said it cause i thought it rhymes.. haha.. (imagine diana danielle in denial.. it would be a cool headline right? hehe )

i hate this feeling.
the in-denial feeling.
everything that i deny, is actually the act of being in denial.

the power of the mind is powerful (i unintentionally tried this, and it amazingly works.. like The Secret).

now im scared of thinking about anything. that's why i have this denial dilemma thingy going on.


Salam Maal Hijrah

>> Thursday, December 17, 2009

Tomorrow is 1 Muharam 1431H. My new year's resolution this time is abit different.. Haven't thought about the specific targets though..

But I resolve to be...

a good wife to my husband
a good daughter to my parents and daughter in law to my parents in law
a good sister to all my brothers and sisters and in laws
a good mother to my children (inshallah when the right time comes)
a good aunt to all my nieces and nephews
a good friend to all my friends
a good employee to my employer
a good student to my school of life

a better Muslimah and a better person for each and everyday..

will post my hopes and wishes and targets in the next post..

Salam Maal Hijrah to all Muslims all over the world!



>> Monday, December 14, 2009

ever feel like everything is just so wrong and what makes it worse is that it has to come all together at one time.?

suddenly i saw my FB profile saying, "patience has its rewards" ...

for that, i realized.


cool couple

>> Saturday, December 12, 2009

i am in my sister in law's cool condo in johor bahru and the view of singapore is superb. this place is huge! and rase mcm orang kaya lak duduk sini.. thinking of going swimming tomorrow before heading back to kl.

and since my parents, my brother, niece and nephew are in singapore today, i stayed in the condo watching astro and marking papers the whole day.. since our house stopped subscribing astro, i had a lot of catching up to do.

so i watched back to back Bill and Giuliana reality show. and i totally love this couple! they are cool, successful, mature, laid back, and they are truly bestfriends-soulmate kinda.. not so cocky, not so manja manja gedik.. and not much of PDA.. which i think is cool..

best :)

miss ikhwan..


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