my victory confession

>> Friday, May 25, 2007

i've always sucked at games, although during high school i was quite a sportwoman, those days are over.. sigh.. and now, i can't even score a computer game.. but today, after numerous attempts, i finally won the ping pong game on the left panel that i have uploaded using the google gadget.. a sweet victory 10-7. hah! im unstoppabable now.. woohoo!

oh a very happy 30 plus plus birthday to my big sister diba.. i wish her all the happiness in the world.. :)

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my 18 cents

>> Tuesday, May 15, 2007

the day started with me preparing for my dissertation slide presentation, prior to 'the day', my supervisor said, "your analysis is wrong! ln 0 mane dpt 0, its undefined! what have u done??" and im like shit.. so i had to redo my analysis, juz one part though..

ikhwan was there with me to give me the support that i needed to go through the night while finishing my slides.. i slept like 3 hours and woke up at 6am. but before azan, my eyes were wide open, and then ikhwan gave me a wake up call..thanks dear..

so i did what i needed to do.. i practised wat i wanted to say while driving to school.. jem pulak kat sg.besi but i managed to make it on time.. the challenging part was, i had to print out the slides to give to all the panels but i couldnt do it at home cause my printer's cartridge was having sum problem. cobaaan~~~~

so i was running around the school trying to find abangfendi, the comp lab assistant and he helped out, after much anticipation, i finally presented my dissertation..

alhamdulillah it went well.. i really have to really thank my parents for praying for me and for all the support, the faith and the patience of putting up with me not helping out much at home, my supervisor who was consistent enough to guide me, naiemah who helped me with alotta Bayesian statistical terms, ikhwan with his neverending support and faith and basically everybody else who helped out.. but i guess i feel kinda bad cause i couldnt help out much at home cause i was too busy doing work.. i wanna make it up to my parents.. i wanna help them and repay what they have given me.. and maybe do more.. i love them soo much.. thanks mama and papa, this scroll is for you insyaAllah, amin... so after driving back home, i singgah giant to buy some kuih2 for our evening tea..i was short of 18 cents.. but its okay though. so now its just me and my parents and baby fahim..

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my weak week

>> Saturday, May 12, 2007


Queen's "Another one bites the dust" has constantly been playing in my head for the past few days. and everytime its in my head, i'll bop my head to it. dem. and the clothes and everything are just soo 80's but no doubt that Queen rocks!





Yesterday I think I sorta lost it, ok, don't wana talk abt that. Change topic. Positive positive.. Some really cool things has been happening though. i got my razr, thanks bb..i love it alot! and abgkamal treated us for domino's pizza which i soo love.. hehe..

I miss rafiq though, but when i heard that he was coming to PJ, i left everything at school and rushed back home to see him. I managed to feed him milk and took some pictures with him :) Rafiq is not so well but we are praying hard that he gets well soon.. :) InsyaAllah

Ok, nothing much to blog about. It's just that I am abit tired and pretty warned out. bcoz of something which i'd rather not talk about. im running out of positive energy and i somehow still can't find any new ones to replace the ones i've used. so i guess that's why im abit weak this week. but i'm ok.



Another one bites the dust

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my trip to all over klang valley

>> Wednesday, May 09, 2007

the day started at when i woke up at 7, i think. i had a long day the day before becoz of a fren currently suffering from depression (kinda) and i did my usual 'im always there for u' thingy. after a jumpy wake up call, i rushed to print out my brother's IC and drove my dad to KGNS to meet sum1 and on the way back, picked up my sister at the LRT and went back home so that dad could get ready for his meeting at 2pm in putrajaya. we had to go early because i had to send my sister in sunway. after dropping her, we headed towards KLIA where i had to pick up a package in pos malaysia which was actually nearby LCCT and the journey took us about 1 hour and 30 minutes!

we arrived at pos malaysia 3 minutes before 12, i was afraid they mite say, "sorry we're closed for lunch" memang nak kena lempang la cause if they open again at 1, we couldnt make it to putrajaya before 2. fortunately, they were around and basically were doing nothing, just sitting around chit chatting and they were really happy to see ONE customer came by. procedures and stuff, long story short, i got my package and was driving with a smile on my face towards putrajaya. we made it on time, reached the mosque at 1pm where me & my dad had nasi briyani which was RM10 each!! only to find that the meeting has been postphone to another date. sigh. but it's okay. at least we managed to pick up my package.

after i reached home, i searched on the net on how to unlock simlock for my new pinky v3 phone. hehe. its slick n nice and i love it. unfortunately i couldnt find it, talked to cikyah and she said i might as well unlock it kat kedai. so, mase i picked up mama kat salon, i called din and asked if she'd accompany me to klcc to unlock it (cause that's the only place i know that can unlock the simlock phone). din happily said yes and came over to pick me up at 5 to 6pm. wrong timing though, bcoz it was jammed all the way to LDP so din said singgah rumah dia kejap and she changed her attire to sumthing more casual. so we headed to KLCC while singing like a mad man the song "together forever" from my bestfriend's wedding. hahaha! nice.. after reaching klcc, we walked towards DR.MOBILE CLINIC which was supposedly who can do it. and they could. but my eyeballs almost bolted out of my eyesocket when they said, "that's the standard price, RM 180" and sorta gave me that 'nak ke taknak? tanak sudah' look. and the next 2 or 3 shops quoted the same price.. sigh...

din suggested to go to subang parade where there's a digital mall. so i said, ok lets give it a shot.but din's mom called and we had to buy tix for her as she wanted to go back to kelantan cause her grandma's sick.. so singgah PWTC's ade bas station, (what's the name? i forgot) which was a scary place to me..

so at almost 915, we reached subang parade (which i think looked very cool after 10 years of not going there). and voila... they could unlock it at RM80! yippie. so now im hoping everything's ok cause i wana use my new slicky pinky. hehe. afterwards, we went to syed bistro to have chicken chop and nasi goreng pattaya which was T-A-S-T-Y! we had a great laugh and a great time laughing.

i really have to thank adina for offering to drive me around. she's a really good friend. and a good friend, is really hard to find. thanks din!

so that was how i spent my 8th may of 2007. a long day and a very panjang trip to all over klang valley. tinggal kelang je tak singgah., heh~~

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my bowling day out pictures

hello friends.. as promised here are the pictures on 5th may. i've managed to put it into a slide show so that it won't take up too much space in my blog. enjoy!

oh yes, the descriptions are all made by me.. hehe.. credits to din who brought the camera to the bowling alley :)

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my beautiful day

>> Sunday, May 06, 2007

hello people. yes2, it was a beautiful day today. i slept at almost 1230 last nite and woke up at 10am. nice~ blue skies and sunshine all the way..although it rained in the morning.. i think.. ? had lunch with mama, papa and farhan at KGNS. chicken chop was abit dry but considering it was a sunday, and not just any sunday, it was mybirthday sunday :) so i guess it was ok :) shaz came over and hung out wif me, we talked mostly, looked at old pictures. alotta smses and birthday wishes.. thanks! and after that, spent time wif my dizzle.. :)
all in all, it was a nice, relaxed, no expectations-kinda, simple, laid back day for me.. a great 26th birthday :) just as i wanted.. spending time wif my family (parents la today) and loved ones.

yesterday, i organized a bowling tournament(tournament??).. ok la invited sum frens for bowling cause i soo wanted to go bowl since forever! and woohoo i scored 111 and that is the best score that i got since..... a longgg time.. although 111 is not so great. hehe
well i had a great time bowling. there were like 10 of us that bowled, 3 just watched.. but we had a good time, laughing making jokes n stuff.. ate at jusco's tmpat makan, and azra belanja nasik lemak which was nice too (sbb orang blanje hehe) oo we also had tiramisu cake at the bowling alley (selambe) and it was licin disental 13 orang.. hehe

having all these great things and great time made me realize how much i'm gonna miss this.. when everyone's married and already had kids.. cause that's what happens when you're married (ok, not that i'm getting married any time soon), but gaining your 'own life' , you gotta
sacrifice your 'own life' which is your single life.. which i am at right now, single but not available, i mean, in a relationship but not married yet. well.. here's to being at liberty at 26! hehe..
happy birthday to me.. :)

ohyes, will upload the photos of bowling soon when i get from din... the pic above was taken at 6 sumthing on my birthday :)

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my last kiss

>> Friday, May 04, 2007


i'm very psyched about tomorrow. it's been months since i went bowling. that last one was on christmas eve. and the one before that was.. i cant remember.. but the one before i cant remember was with ikhwan on our second date. hehe

why i asked my frens to go bowl? maybe the fact that tomorrow wud b the last day i will be 25 and i wana celebrate my birthday with my family on sunday. yeah, nothing like spending your sundays at home with ur loved ones. i find myself being very much family oriented lately. call me not having a life but i guess there's nothing wrong with spending your weekends with your family, is there?

i guess it's because most of my friends are married and having kids or soon to be married, there are less time to spend with them. but i guess it's okay.


i've been a constant blog addict lately, been reading other people's blog when i have the time. or maybe sumtimes, i just watch my favourite sitcom scrubs starring my favourite actor Zach Braff and i am not shy to admit that i am an avid reader of his blog. you can check it out from my link on the left sidebar. i have all 5 seasons of scrubs and currently downloading 'the last kiss' [for the 3rd time, cause i accidently deleted the first time, and the 2nd time, after days of downloading i realized it was in french, damn!] well, there's nothing like watching a dorky guy with scrubs entertaining you with his intervoice monolog and wacky imagination. [which reminds me of myself alot]. see, that's what i like about scrubs. and zach braff. think im not officially a huge fan of zach. haven't had this much interest on an actor since jonathan brandis (which committed suicide sumtime in 2000 i think, freak!).


maybe i should just watch the french version of the last kiss, although i wouldn't understand a word of what they're saying. hmm, maybe not. I just remembered how much i hate it when they do a voiceover for a tvshow. just like those japanese drama that has a chinese or malay voiceover. i mean, it's really irritating to see their mouth is moving but not nsync with what they're saying. they shud just put a translation below so that it won't be as bad. but some people don't like that translation bit. thank God for astro which has that option if u want either one. but i seldom watch foreign movies or tvshows. just not my type.

anyways, love this pic of zach and Rachel Bilson on the tree house. can't wait for the last kiss to be fully downloaded on my laptop. yippie!

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my thoughts that just flow freely after meeting my supervisor

the month of may has been ok for me. although i had almost 4 hours of sleep last nite finishing up editing chapters 1-4 of my dissertation. this morning, i woke up as the birds were already chirping to perform my subuh prayers. and slept again half an hour later to wake up another half an hour later. so after breakfast i went to school to meet up with my supervisor. and i noticed that he looked very calm and content. maybe because he just got back from umrah or maybe because of the long holiday or maybe because the semester is at its end.
yeah, its almost the end of the semester. i'll be having my dissertation presentation on the 15th which i am kinda have the chills for.
so far, life is pretty simple and steady alhamdulillah. only that i havent had enuff of ikhwan going around in my life because of the both of us being busy chasing our dreams. but i know insyaAllah one day, we'll make up for it :)
one thing that bothers me though is that how much some people really can be an jack ass sumtimes. which made me think about how your old friends really come through for you when you need them. and i thought, about what people say, your school friends are your bestest friends. and i couldnt agree more. yeah i do have some new friends. but they're just not the same as your school friends or the friends you grew up with.
another thing that got me thinking is that how much you really think you know sumone and that sumone just change to sumone u barely even know.
but the whole point of all these ramblings is that this month has made me realise who are the important people in my life really. that came through to me no matter what. i mean, its not how often you keep in touch, its how everytime you need him/her, he/she is always there.

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my dizzle

>> Wednesday, May 02, 2007




been missing him alot since he went back. that pic was taken sumwhere in 2006 when he had his old sony ericsson phone with a camera that worked. he doesn't give me much photos though. this is my dizzle.. for shizzle.. fizzle..

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This is how to find a guitar chords..

This mite come in handy for people who are beginners and trying to find a chord. or maybe just wanna tune their guitars..

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my zach braff

>> Tuesday, May 01, 2007



zach braff. my favourite actor. he's funny, witty, smart, cute and has a casual crazy kinda personality. would love to meet him in person.. sigh..


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=St414U_pxhY

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my labour day

TUESDAY. 1st May 2007. The perfect start for the month of May. Every year, the whole world celebrates Labour Day for people work to take the day off. Woke up at 8. Had a very pleasant 8 hour sleep after weeks/months of having sleeping disorder. Its 10am now, the birds are chirping, blue skies and sunshine. nice nice.

However, my 1 half year of masters program is not over just yet. I still hav to write my dissertation and present it exactly 2 weeks from now. Yesterday, we had Multivariate Analysis exam paper which we took 7 hours to complete. Hoping for the best, hope that Prof Aziz would give us a decent grade and hopefully I can graduate by this semester, InsyaAllah.

So what to do now? My dissertation of course. Mom is always telling me to find a job, yes I understand why she pressures me though. People think being the youngest is easy. They always get their way. Nope. That's not always the case. Why I wana get a decent job? That pays well ? So that I can help my mom and dad. So that I can maybe hire a maid so that when I go to work, mama can take care of fahim or farhan (either one of the twins) and the maid can help do the heavy house chores cause I won't be around to help while working. But who's gonna help papa? Maybe at nite, I can help papa. Or maybe when the family company kicks off a good solid start, we can hire a part timer to help out.

I guess I'm starting to blog again. Feels great. Oh yes, I'm turning 26 this Sunday. Woo hoo!! What have I accomplished? Hopefully a scroll of my MSC and a great solid job that pays a decent pay. InsyaAllah, amin amin..

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