my nur kasih obsession

I am not well. catching flu and trying to get it out of my system. what i have on my mind right now? is yassin's song, nur kasih. i listened to it through youtube berkali kali today. since i dont have the mp3.


the song starts with a cymbal and a few strings of some sort of tabla/ guitar and a seruling and a voice of a man.. comes a few strikes of piano notes followed by yassin's voice singing.. the song is very rich with sounds.. and a gentle pause between versus of "nur kasih" allows the person listening to the song to be in it to feel and comprehend the message. as the song's tempo is in crescendo mode, the strings of violin gives a deep impact that makes it alive.

best pula lagu nur kasih ni , why now baru minat?

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my dislike button

my last post was filled with emotions that i cannot comprehend till now.anyway,i just felt the sudden urge to write about this.

Na O Mei. Yes. the 630 akasia drama at tv3 starring Elly Mazlin, Ady Putra, Iqram Dinzly, Nabila Huda, and a few more..

Tiba2 rase menyampah sangat kat Na O Mei (Elly Mazlin's character). I don't know why. She berlakon macam nampak baik sangat tp sebenarnya i think she is not. And puhleasssssssse i don't like her wearing that dress. Konon baik / seksi. and the way she speaks mcm baik sgt tp lakonan semata!!! i mean, lakonan dalam lakonan. get it.

i DISLIKE ! sory.

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my detachment story - statistical process control

Its a sunday afternoon and I am at home, on my bed listening to Pearl Jam's Black. It's been awhile since I've blogged. It used to be a hobby. And then it became some sort of like a therapy. Later on, it became a routine and as days go by, blogging was like coffee and tea. Addictive. Suddenly I just stopped. I made a decision to temporarily detach myself from this so-called cyber world i.e. blogging and updating FB status that has taken valuable time from me. And sometimes the comments are just too personal to be asked openly. Direct, blunt and bold.

But today, somehow, I decided to blog. Maybe because it's 7th of February 2010.

Alot of things happened. The question is either where do I begin or how do I begin ? Or is it even necessary to begin ? sharing every single detail of my personal life to the public. opening my weaknesses and strengths to everyone so that they can do a S.W.O.T analysis on me. letting unknown or known people to know me, things about me, my emotions and my thoughts.

well, Mr.Big did sing in his song, "oh baby baby it's a wild world" For me, it's a wild and scary cyberworld. It's like statistical process control. I cant control what people say, but I can find ways to reduce / minimize the error. detachment.

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my first 2010 post

I have Tuesday and Wednesday left to go to work. Up till now, I only have a bit of sadness. But when my students come and see me, I will feel sad.

Life has to move on. And so, I am moving on with life.

I wish me all the best in my new future :)

btw, im starting with my MY series again...

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