lately..

i have 2 songs called lately.. and i love both of them. the first one is a classic by jodeci now known as k-ci and jojo.. the one that i have is the time they sang during MTV's Live show.. back in the 90s.. another lately is from divine. a hit in 1999.. a sad but sweet one.. i highly recommend this song for those yg teringat kekasih lama.. or saat2 indah dahulu kala.. ok ok.. lately i have not much ideas to write. tu yg tulis merepek repek nih...

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twin1

Dowa dowa.. mama took some old pictures me of me. and we mutually agreed that twin 1 (fahim) looks abit like me when i was a baby.. here's baby fahim. will put in farhan's pic when i get a still picture of him..

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how to save a life?

i was told that i am a very emotional person. sometimes i do agree with that fact. that's why i can't become a doctor, which was my dreams since i can even remember. but i guess i wasn't smart enough to be one. someone told me that you don't have to be a smart person to be a doctor. you just have to know stuff, meaning you have to read alot. betul ke? tapi malaysia punya sistem kena dapat 4.0 la baru bole jadi doctor.. so what happens to those who really wanted to be one, and capable of being one tapi tak dapat jadi sebab dia terdemam mase periksa finals ke? kesian kesian..

to be a doctor you have to be emotionless and rajin. which i dont have either. why am i talking about this doctor deal? sebabnya haritu tgk scrubs and ada lagu "the frey - how to save a life".. which i fell in love with instantly.. terus download and masuk my mp3 player..

but i learned that you don't have to be in a medical field to save someone's life. i know a lot of people who have saved my life, saved me from drowning, saved me from being someone that i am not.. you can save someone's life just by a sentence, a doa, a gesture, a smile.. so i guess that's how you save someone's life....

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this is my first post after a very long time that i have not blogged

its been what.. 2 months since i've blogged? rite now im watching mya zara at tv3 while blogging. and azhar sulaiman looks super geeky.. eww.. cuma in real life, he looks wayy cuter. anyways, ikhwan called me from berlin tanya nak pesan apa.. i dunno nak jawab apa. i mean, he already bought me a HRC t shirt yg ada tulis berlin, cukup la tu rite? takpe la, i'll think of sumthing. plus he's going to muse's concert mlm ni.. aduhh.. tensionnyer i..hanya bole dengar jer dari berbatu - batu jauh.. huhu (chup, eja looks soo young and cute. and this ady putra pun not bad gak, tp sbnrnya dia muda).

so my exams are over. and now i have my 1 month break. but i juz got this research project under faculty social science. alhamdulillah la. but im charging them more this time.. jahat tak? ke tak? i'll negotiate la kan.. he's earning more from the kementerian.. agaknyer puluh2 ribu, what is rm2k to him rite? but the Dr. is super nice la so far.. okla nnt sambung, citer mya zara ni macam best la pulak...

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this looks nice..

and its zach braff!

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love this~~~~

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we are the champions

wuz driving home.. tuned in to mix fm. Queen's "we are the champions" was on air, so i turned up the volume upto 20.. and sang my heart out.. didn't care if people were looking.. brought me back to PS time.. when me, rizleen, andrew & yee mei sang this song outloud in my myvi.. those were the days..

Reminiscing 10 years...
This time in...

1996 - dekat2 nak PMR [nerd]
1997 - adapting to boarding school life [best]
1998 - time time spm [tension]
1999 - kms [macam summer camp]
2000 - just joined ukm [nerd]
2001 - tak ingat
2002 - seriously tak ingat
2003 - struggling for final year.. oo masa ni best cause.. final year..
2004 - just joined PS.. very quite.. routine life
2005 - a year ago, it was hazy.. and i couldn't wait to get out of PS.. masa ni best cause it was not the end.. it was the beginning of a new life
2006 - student again.. loving it..

wish i could stay young and be a student forever.. how nice~

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one of those sunday afternoons in august

had a very unproductive 3 days...think i worked my asses off (really?) for the last 4 days, so sekarang macam dah penat.. (yeah, to people who are reading this and might be thinking, "ee.. itu pun dah penat? i lagi la...kerja macam..." you got that right. i get tired easily, satisfied?) need to charge my batteries so dat i can be energetic again on monday.. InsyaAllah.. I've got that 4 hour - Inference, Modelling (statistical), sampling and design class to concentrate on.. windy afternoon, makes you feel like you wanna sleep the whole afternoon.. till its maghrib time.. and after you kelam kabut mandi.. then you start to be energetic.. by the time you start your engines, its time for dinner.. that's when you start to mellow down again.. till its Gol & Gincu the siries.. and after a 30 minutes conversation with your significant other, you doze off to sleep... so when you do the math, i only really have a 4 productive days in a week.. heh~maybe bcoz i still haven't got my menses (is that how you spell it?) , tu yg macam mellow yellow...defensive offensive agressive and passive.. heh~~ ( <- this is my gelak tak larat)

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oh dear

oh dear
what have i done
i am soo sleepy
and its a wonderful windy friday afternoon
i am soo sleepy
but i cant sleep
very not in the mood to blog nowadays
i am becoming more and more lazy to blog
heh~

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its been one month plus?

i havent been updating my true colors.. shining through blog.. sigh.... there are just soo many things to write.. but... im so not in the mood to write it... maybe i'll update later...

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