my heart .. listen to my heart..

There is a big question mark in my head leaving me with ambiguous answers. In my heart, the feeling of somewhat dangling and uncertain is silently disturbing. I don't know how to say it, or perhaps, if I did, I wouldn't want to be explicit about it. I am in a perplexed state of mind. In my soul, I am becoming lifeless and lively at the same time.

The my journey of my life, I have never crossed this junction. What could it be.. what could it be..